jus anoder one..!!!!

Every time i am close to knowing my self,i realise i m stilll at too far to reach the inner me...might sound too incomprehenedeble but i ges dats wat i am still configuring and analysin myself.....maybe dats the reason y im nt able to gel very wel.. once u ask a person abt me n he wud whole heartedly tell you that she is a talkative person who cn go on blabbering etc etc(which might gv u positive thots abt me).But maybe the vry next person sitting rite next to him might be of the opinion that i am jus too weird.. well this isnt jus in my case fr dat matter coz opinions do vary... so no issues wid dat..!!!! I can say all this becoz there was one point of time in my life when i could proclaim that yes i have what wat i want... maybe that was too early a stage but pertaining to the demands and supply graph of then i actually had what i wanted.. Each and evry individual comes across that phase in their lives . N this happens until we r in our secure shells ie, Our Home sweet Home..
Only once we step out of it , do our demands increase.. by demand i refer to wat we demand from life and our surroundings... n not our demand in general.. So wen bannnggg goes the demand curve, the insatiation goes high too... n that is the moment when this Big Bad World says... "WELCOME".!!

Yes so with time and experence we do learn loads n loads of new stuffs, we meet variety of ppl...
BY variety i sincerely mean variety.. i nevr knew God was actually so good in making every individual so unique in his own fashion.. I dont know y i am writing this.. but yes i know.. I miss my frnzz , i Know that to earn certaing thigs in life i had almost lost one of the most precious gift from the almighty.. but he has been too kind to me.. (thank u so muchh..!!!!)

There are certain people in life who take control of u n kin of help u shape up as a human being .
But then there are moments when u realise, that hello.. its me n my life !!!!!!!!! so wat happens is u end up losing those people who mattered the most to u..!!!! n y i am writing this coz sometimes i feel that i have distanced so much from some ppl... that thr duznt seem to be any way that i can get bak to them... n factors adding to this traumatic feeling are some of the biggest human evils- EGO, EGO, EGO....!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
if u too r bitten by the same devillish syndrome get rid of it as soon as possible...!!!!

cheers Sweta..!!!!